4th Anniversary

The day of our ROM falls on February 29, 2004. In this gracious year 2008, we are celebrating our first "once in every 4 years" anniversary. February 29, 2008 is a very special day in my life.. a day full with surprises and blissfulness..

Honey have asked for a date few days before our anniversary.. He told me that I am booked for the day, as he will be bringing me for an anniversary celebration. Not knowing what time to get ready, he suddenly told me that he will bring me out at 2.30pm. My mind filled with question marks as for where we are going..

The next thing I know was I was at Irene's salon, getting a mystery hairdo and makeup. Honey picked me up at 4pm.. next thing I know was we were at Sunway Tower.. He has booked a suite!!! At 8pm, he brought me to Avanti, an American Italian Restaurant for a dinner.. Thanks for the excellent service from the staffs and the pianist! Nevertheless, thanks Sophia for the wine that complete our anniversary.. :)

Honey always impress me with surprises.. Thanks honey. I love you. :)

Actions Time

I have completed a job – Helen’s US visa is approved! There are three more things I need to complete by June 2008:
1. Alan’s US visa
2. Kevin’s Passport and US visa
3. RM20,000 for me and SL for our airfares, and spending in San Francisco and other parts of US
At the mean time, Hubby and I have another dream to realize within year 2008. We need to achieve cash RM100, 000 for our new house renovation and furnishings. Our achievements are as follow:
1. June 2008 – Have on hand RM50, 000 for new house renovation and furnishings i.e. built in furniture, design and renovations
2. September 2008 – Have on hand RM50, 000 for the soft furnishings i.e. decors, loose furniture and electronics

Perturbation

I am currently reading this book called “The Secret of the Millionaire Mind”. I have been going through a massive session of perturbation right now, as I am deeply fallen into a trap, yes I am lost! I do strongly believe in the power of manifestation. I always believe that things that happen to me always happen for a good reason. My business wasn’t performing for the past one month and I was very down and lost. My energy was gone and my enthusiasm fell deep into the valley. I did not know where to start and move to. At this point of time, my husband shows me this book written by T. Harv Eker, the contents in the book mainly talks about the situation that is facing me right now. I spend a few hours reading this book every day; slowly digest the contents which I believe will help me to move out of this trap. I am giving myself a week time from now, to step out and regain my solution to ultimate freedom. By Monday, 25th February 2008, I will resume my business and bring it to a greater height, whereby I will be able to realize my Year 2008 Dreams!

Responsibilities

I have a lot of dreams, especially travelling to places that I have never been before but wishing hard to go there for a luxury vacation. I really want to go to Europe and travel to all the countries nearby such as UK, France, Spain, Switzerland, Holland, Germany, etc. On the other hand, I would also want to visit to Canada and San Francisco, US. After having the realization yesterday, despite realizing only my dreams, I found out that I have a bigger dream that is not as selfish as to realizing my own dreams, but can actually have a lot of my loved ones happy. J I can still achieve my other dreams next year; it’s just that I realize this dream before my own. It’s been a long time I haven’t met them, and I know it is always their dreams to meet all of us again. Therefore, I am thinking, will I be happier if I can get Helen, Alan and Kevin to go to the US with me and SL so that my parents can meet all of us and spend some time together? From there, I might be able to visit San Francisco too, as this is really a place that I must visit and take a lot of pictures. J

Mixed Feeling and Realization

I am very happy today; my sister Helen finally got the US visa approved. Finally, she can go to unite with my parents. Now my only concern is my two brothers, Alan and Kevin. Alan is yet to get his visa approved, and Kevin is yet to get a passport. Anyhow, my happy feeling is gone in the evening, I begin to have a feeling of missing. I can feel Helen is leaving me pretty soon. In just a few months time, she will be leaving to the US and God knows when she is coming back, or she’s there for good. For some reason, I have a strong feeling that Alan will get the visa too, and he will be leaving with Helen. Now, I can truly understand how my mom feels on the day I left with my husband SL. It was a great feeling for her to see me and thought that she finally can be together with me after couples of years of waiting, but I left her in less than one month, for good. Now, it is already 5 years since we last met face to face. I feel guilty, that I did not even consider her feeling. Dad’s is very emotional and always troubles mom with his mood swing. Mom will talk and I will listen to all her sorrows when I was there, but after I left, she has to endure all the sorrows and keep them to her own. She was telling me on the phone yesterday that hopefully when my siblings are there, dad will change for better, but I can hear that she really hopes they will be there so at least she has someone to lean on.