Going to December..

Today we woke up very early.. it's BNI!!

For the past 2 weeks, other than the increasing weight of my tummy, I have been having this funny feeling underneath, like something is digging out from my bottom. Is that Jayden? Well, the feeling is getting more and more obvious when it is closer to the expected date of delivery.

This morning, I was just having a conversation with Terrie and Yee Leng that the delivery might be in December, since there is no sign that Jayden is coming out, other than the funny feeling down there. However, Terrie said it could be anytime soon since I have got that feeling, I told her Dr Mak said that a month ago. :P

They were asking me if we would be going to Elaine's fullmoon on the coming Saturday, Nov28,08. "Of course, if I still haven't delivered. Well, most likely we are going, since there is no sign that I will deliver in these few days," I said.

Slowly, my strong feeling that Jayden is coming in this month has shifted to December. "Perhaps in early December," I thought to myself.

It's Close!!

It's BNI this morning!!! I'm like a zombie for the whole day.. :(

For some reasons, I have a strong feeling that Jayden will arrive in this month, in the end of November. :) Hmmm.. I have been telling everyone that I'm close to.. isn't it crazy?? Hehe..

Hmmm.. I don't wan't the delivery to be too early because I want him to be fully develop inside my womb, so he is stronger and healthier to cope with the new environment - the real world. If Jayden comes in the end of the month, he will be delivered at least 3 weeks earlier than his expected due date.

Well, I read from BabyCenter that all babies born afte 35weeks are considered fullterm. Therefore, I think 3 weeks earlier is just fine, exactly what I want, because babies develop at different rate, and I think 37weeks will be just fine. :)

For some reasons, I wish Jayden will be delivered on the date that I like. If possible, it will be good if it falls on Nov 26-30 or Dec1-3. These are the dates that I like for some unexplanable reasons. Hehe.. Well, I like the date Dec17 too! In case J comes earlier, you know.. :)

Wow.. Almost Cry..

I went to look for a gynaecologist for the whole day yesterday. Mom brought me to the medical center and for some reasons, they kept me waiting for hours.

Initially, after urine testing, they confirmed that I am pregnant. I know I was pregnant (I tested the DIY Pregnancy Kit) since few days ago! Then, they asked me a lot of questions, like I was a refugee or something. They asked me if I was a citizen there, whether or not I was going to deliver my baby in the States.

Well, I told them I was just a visitor on vacation, and I would be going to deliver my baby in my home country, Malaysia. They then asked me why I needed to see a doc! Well, I just wanted to know what I needed to do and prevent. I knew nothing about pregnancy, it was my first time! Hello??

To my utmost amazement, they told me that they couldn't register me and I needed to talk to the Social Security Consultant. Why the hell did I need the SSC? I wasn't an illegal immigrant here.. Anyway.. I just left the center and looked for another doc.

Finally, I came to this private clinic.. I met Dr Nyein. She was a very nice and soft mannered lady. She told me I was already two months pregnant and she would do an ultrasound for me. At first, I couldn't see a single thing when she told me that's my baby. And she was like.. maybe it was too small I couldn't see it.. So she tried another method. There you were little J!!! I saw a Doraemon like shape figure through the ultrasound and she told me that's my baby! So cute!! He even has his own heart beat!! My heart was so touched and amazed at that moment. I was so speechless.. and full of excitement. I wished hubby was around to share this moment with me.

The picture attached is how little Jayden looks like when he was 2 months old in my womb.. :)